只是短短的一个星期，我突然失去了好多college的朋友。就连之前每天叫brother，每天都在一起好像彼此不能没了对方。。。现在竟然变成don't even want to bother you。。。我不懂，我也不明白为什么会酱！全部就像突然发生一样...现在我也懒得理你，你最好给我滚边去！妈的你！！

Change Poison Into Medicine.
What is poison? If it is poison how can we change to medicine?
Use our daily life as an example...
Poison can say as our problems or obstacles.
Change mean overcome or get rid.
Medicine means something that useful to you.
Nowadays, we face many problem everyday.Some people choose to run away from the problem and some will try to overcome it. To those who run away from the problem,it will make the problem become more and more worse,which means more and more problem will jump out. But to those who chooce to overcome the problem,if the person don't have a strong enough resolve,it aslo useless. Only when you have both wisdom and courage and a strong resolve,the problem will only be solved. Don't ever thinks that problem is just something negative,to many successful people problem is something they seek for. You will learn something new after solve the problem,for example...there was a school event and you had been told to host this event,for a student,you won't have any experience on handle an event.At that time,if your choice is to accept the responsible to becoming the host.To complete your job,you find people who had experience before and learn the way on how to host an event.But if your choice is reject the offer,then you will learn nothing. Don't ever give yourself a reason that it is impossible,you won't know until you have try. To all my friends...Nothing is impossible,until you have try.No matter how people say,it start with you.

Alone for a while,i been searching from the dark...In my dearest memories,i see you reaching out of me.Though you gone,i still believe that you call my name..
lyric of melodies of life,the ending theme song for final fantasy 9. i start play back this game,quite remind me how addicted to final fantasy.I think final fantasy 9 story line is the most special among all the final fantasy,but i still not yet finish...lolxx. Is totally different using laptop to play this game compare to using playstation. Last time i can complete the whole game within 20 hour and complete all the side quest by PS,now...using laptop,i spend 30 hour and still at the beginning of the side quest...maybe old dy...finger not so flexible

我相信奇迹，我相信你会回到我身边，我相信你不会骗我，我相信你的为人，我相信你的所有东西...但是我更相信现实,就是你已经走了...我希望你能够快快乐乐的过你的生活,我希望你可以找到你的幸福,我希望你可以做你想要的事.而我不能给你的东西,我会用我的愿望帮你实现.

I believe in miracles, I believe that you will return to my side, I believe you will not fool me, I believe the way your are, I believe all about you ... but I also believe the reality,is that you have already gone ... I hope you can have your life happily, I hope you can find your happiness, I hope you can do the things you want.
For what i can't give you,i will use my wishes to fulfill your dreams.

玩游戏如果输了,还可以在重新开始,但是那只会在游戏的世界出现.在现实生活里,一旦做错决定或做错事情就没有的在重新来过.人只会在失败中成长,而能够在失败后在重新振作的人才是成功的人.在感情的世界也存在同样的原理,当两个人刚开始在一起时,会爱的生不如死(男:我爱你,你爱我吗? 女:我爱你,你爱我吗?)*重复
但是当两个人在一起久了,就会开始觉得闷了,不好玩了,开始觉得对方很烦(为什么每天都讲我爱你,你不闷我都闷死了)
当两个人分开后,跟其他人男/女交往,如果新的男/女友不好,久了有时候会想起以前跟他一起多么的开心啊~.然后就会希望可以重新回去他的身边当他的男/女人.
人就是往往在失去了才知道如何去珍惜,神在创造人类的时候给了人类思考能力,希望人类可以自己分辨出什么事情是对,而什么是错.当你做出决定时,就以经证明你已经考虑清楚而且不会后悔.
我重来不会后悔我做出的决定,你虽然离开了我,但是我还是会把我的心留给你,让我回去你的身边可以吗?

Do you still think of me?

Do you still think of me,Like i think about you.Do you still dream cuz i can't sleep without you,tell me if time should make a change,then why do i feel the same,your love had got me addicted... it's chorus of the song 'addicted' by stevie hoang. It's a nice song for me...because it express my feeling out

Final exam is just around the corner...

19 day more...i will have to face my final exam.I will study hard for this exam and i don't want to retake any of the subject or retake the whole semester.Study is the only important thing to me now!STUDY!STUDY!

Some encouragement

(English)
Once you make a resolve, courage and wisdom will well forth. Even with things that one said to be impossible, you don't know whether they are until you try yourself. No matter what other may say, it starts with you. I hope you will be people with such strong resolution.
（华语）
一旦下定决心，就会涌出智慧和勇气。别人说办不到的事，自己不去试怎么会知道。哪怕别人怎么说，首要是在自己。希望大家是具备那种坚强决心的人。

The above guidance is given by Daisaku Ikeda, the President of Sokai Gakkai International(SGI). From more detail,can log on to http://www.sgi.org/

What a Sunday...

9am,wake up from bed but still feel sleepy, so i continue to sleep until 1pm. The first thing i do after i wake up is searching my soul mates...cigarette. After enjoy my 'bro' then only go take a shower and brush teeth, then with my housemate have lunch together. They all very busy because they exam is coming soon,even my final semester exam are aslo around the corner but i still feel no tension and relax.So after finish lunch,they had to go back for study and left me alone....when i was searching some data inside my laptop,i accidentally view some picture that make me feel sad...the picture of me and 'her'.Until now i still cannot forget about her,even the feeling is already gone...i don't know what happen to me...

Maybe i should...

I think i should go travel after the final exam of semester 1.Travel to other places that nobody know me,it maybe one way to forgetting you...maybe i want to escape from you because every time i view your picture,i feel very happy during that moment but it aslo make me feel suffer because it already pass.After separate with you,the moment we been together keep flashback from my mind...i hope everything will be gone after time passes

Already 1 week

We already separate for 1 week,i cannot say completely forget you.I now only know how much you love him,it really different compare to me and him.Everyday i read your personal messages from msn and facebook,what i can feel is jealous him because on how you treat him.Last time,i were the person who concern about you and try to make you happy everyday,but what i can feel now is that...you are the person who concern about him now.Is really different from the way you treat me and him,i jealous him have such person concern him so much and i aslo jealous that he got the thing that i cannot get from you...that is your heart...