Should i??

Should i go to cut my hair?? I want to change another hair style but it takes lots of time to make it grow longer...want to keep until long long or cut until short short....haizzz don't know la.

What happen in this 2 month at Subang

Things that happen in this 2 month made me quite surprise,surprise mean there is happy,sad and unacceptable.First i talk about happy things that happened,i make a lot of friend here and 2 'brother' Andrew and Keen Wah.Secondly,the sad things is that...i lost my bag inside my house!WTF!!my books,student id and the book i borrow from library is inside,the date for return the book is already expired!don't let me know who keep it or else i will kill the person!Thirdly,is the combination of happy,sad and unacceptable...but i had forgot who made me feel that,and i also don't want to remember back....just let it be...

Latest news

Recently i got a lot of work need to do in my organization,it make me quite busy during this moment but my final exam is coming soon.I must manage my time well so that i won't slow down my studies and my participant in my organization!

My promises

I promise you that i won't dump you,i promise that i will love you as long as i can;i promise you that my heart is just for you;i promise you that i won't control you anymore,i promise you that what i want is just to make you happy.I still remember all those promises,i will still continue those promise to you and i will wait you.Nobody not even you can tell me:Am i really worth for you to do this thing to me?.Worth or not worth is depend on how i see,no need you to tell me.i will still waiting for you....

I just cannot...

For me feeling is not a toy,you can play when you need it and you throw it away when you get bored.I not saying that i won't play feeling but i just don't know how to play. If this can be teach?can somebody teach me?I don't want make myself fall too deep inside every relationship because who's care more about the relationship are the person who hurt more.You told me that you don't want to have relationship now but why won't you say:I still not ready to get into relationship,can you give me sometime to use to it?,why this is not your answer?If in between of the relationship nothing happen before,i will let you go if you want...but we have already being through a lot of things,i just cannot pretend nothing happen before but you...you tell me to let it be.How could i just let it be!I'm not that kind of person who play feeling.How can i just let it be?things already happen cannot being erase even time pass by.Things won't start without reason,whether it is a good reason or a bad reason...

Finally...

Finally you have say what you want to say to me.Ok,for me it is quite surprise.Even i have expect that kind of thing will happen but i just cannot expect it came so fast,what i want to tell you is i will respect what your decision is and you have stop suffering yourself.As long as you think it is a way to make you not to suffer so much and i glad you have make a very good decision.I learn a new lesson here it's about fate,sometime;something is really depend on fate,if the fate not coming to you is either you wait or you just let go

7年之痒

我在守会馆时，我的night duty pic 告诉我什么是7年之痒。他说每当情侣的感情到了第7年就要面对一个劫，这个劫会造成2个结果。1就是破坏情侣之间的感情，2就是巩固情侣之间的感情。其实，每当一份感情经过了一段很长的时间，大家都会以什么事情都是理所当然，比方说，当一起出去时，给钱都因该是男性。或当男/女方生病或受伤是，男/女方都只是会叫对方多休息点，但是都不会问对方为什么会受伤和给与关心。而这个劫就是第3者的出现，第3者会在他/她最需要人关心他/她 给与他/她安慰的时候出现。久而久之情侣之间就会有埋怨对方这样不好那样不好，而大家的感情就会越来越差。就算是7年的感情都会被这个第3者破坏。但是人总是在失去了某些东西才会知道那件东西的重要性，要把第三者的问题解决只有彼此之间互相坦白，不要隐瞒，不要逃避问题而是把问题解决。当大家把问题提出来，了解了对方的需要，大家的感情只会越来越深，越来越好。对我来说7年说长不长，说短不短。情侣的感情只会在彼此之间的坦诚才会得到永远的幸福

About 7 year promise

Yesterday when i night duty,my night duty PIC suddenly told me something about the 7 year promise.He told me,7 year promise is something that will happen to every couple after they 7 year of relationship,even the couple already married this promise will also happening.This is a fate to the couple.If the couple can overcome this fate their bond will grow stronger but if they cannot overcome this fate,even they have been together for 7 year,their relationship will be demolish.Why? because there will be a third party appeared to test their relationship either on the male or the female.Let me give an example here,if a couple they had been together for 7 year usually they had already take thing as naturally like if they hangout together,male must be the person who pay the bill or if the male/female get injured or sick and need to take a rest,the male/female will just tell the male/female to rest and won't ask the reason why he/she get injured because rest is more important but they have forgotten about caring...Those were some of the situation example how the third party join in their relationship,by caring them during they sick or injured and the male/female will start compare between the third party and he/she.As conclusion,7 year is almost a decade,if 7 year of relationship can be broke so easily that mean you have wasted 7 year for nothing,couple should treasure the moment they had been together and try to be honest to each other then only the relationship will last forever...

Yesterday...

Yesterday i had to go klang Gaikan night duty.Well , my dear ask me...you working??...i say it is a work without pay but you will get benefit on it.Like yesterday night, all friend of mine gathering there,having experience share and chat.Because it was a night duty so i didn't sleep for the whole night,so when i get back home in early morning,just sleep at home until now.It's a nice night but the air in klang is really polluted during this moment,the smoke is very heavy.And my dear got sms with me make me feel very high!!haha,i will meet them back next Tuesday for another meeting

Please read clearly!

The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and don't u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did the right thing, and u were never there. I didn't think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and tats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that.

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

Different between my friend and i...

When i go yc with some friend,we talk about our girlfriend things.My friend say his girlfriend everyday control him like don't let him do that or that,other says his girlfriend want him to sms to her no matter what you doing and some even want to know all his friend.Then i told them about my girlfriend,i say she won't control me,won't ask me to sms her every moment and she won't ever want to know who is my friend.They shocked and keep say your girlfriend so good ar,jealous you man!...But I'm the guy who jealous them...if your girlfriend try to control you is a good thing!mean your girlfriend very care about you and want you always stay by their side.But for me,she will never do such thing to me...

Advice from Bill Gates about Tension...

The Moment you are in Tension
You will lose your Attention
Then you are in total Confusion
And you will feel Irritation
Then you will spoil personal Relation

Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
Then you will make things Complication
Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
And you may have to take Medication
Instead, understand the Situation
And try to think about the Solution

Many problems will be solved by Discussion
This will work out better in your Profession
Don't think it's my free Suggestion
It's only for your Prevention
If you understand my Intention
You will never come again to Tension

Almost forget

I almost forget,today is my sister birthday.In here i would like to wish her could have a very meaningful and forgetful birthday even I'm the brother who aren't with you now...feel sorry i will celebrate your birthday after i graduate, ok? brother promise you!

Something happen between us....

I cannot promise you that i will stay by your side forever because this is not true...but what i can promise you now is wherever i still by your side, my heart is still with you, won't go to other people and only for you.Maybe somebody say that is stupid but for me that is what call love, if you feel that I'm not the guy anymore please tell me, don't make yourself to accept me.I respect your answer and i still remember the promise that i make to you before...i won't dump you but to let you dump me and when you have dump me i will tell to everyone that I'm the person who dump you, who hate you, who trying to hurt you and just to play with you!

This week...

I feel very busy this week,got a lot of things to do.Malaysian studies assignment need to do and presentation, SGM ymd meeting and chanting, SGM student group meeting, go klang Gaikan...I like busy,busy make me forget things and the most important my final semester exam is on the end of june...So, now i am a really busy guyzz!!!!

I know what you want now

You like to have peaceful now and try not to think so much. Ok then,i understand...maybe i'm the people who always patrol in your mind.Not disturbing you may be the only way to make you happy...

News to all viewer

I have created a new blog,that blog will only upload the happy moment when me and her together started from 20/5/09.If the blog is still empty mean that we are not spending time together at all.Lastly,dun ask me the reason why i do such thing

Just for you

Every time i try to think, what makes me like you so much?My answer is always unknown,but the more i think the more i know.Loving someone is not just love one part of her,for me i love her everything.I love her attitude,her personalities and even her bad things.Finally,what i want to tell you is that...I don't care how many lips you have kissed,how many shoulder you embraced and how many time you said i love you...All i care is not to be the first but to be your last....Hope you can see this message

Another lonely night....

Another lonely night for me again...can't fall asleep,really can't fall asleep.Why?Why?I don't understand,Fuck you!!!Damn you!!!i hate myself!!!Why!!!Why!!!

You can...

Hell is the place where suffer is there;Heaven is the place where happiness can be found.For you, by just some simple word...u can easily send me to hell and heaven easily...but if i want to climb back to earth it will take me a lot time...a lot of time

Sad... :(

Do you know?you just break my heart?You won't know because you don't mind to.

Really miss you...

I want to ask one question to everyone who visit my blog.What will you do when you miss your girlfriend?when she going to hangout with her parent or sister or friend?For me,i will just pretend that i am very busy and tell her to enjoy.Are there anyone did the same thing like me?

What a Sunday..

Well,study in kl is quite nice but during saturday and sunday is the most boring time ever.You don't know what to do and want to do what.. Luckily,today my bro keen wah come subang here find me play dota...Thank you bro

'Jie yi'

你介意吗？in English it mean do you mind?Dear, today you tell me that,yesterday during we having tea with other friend,you say that i am staring one of our friend.You ask me why?and you say i scaring him of something... For me what can make me scare,just 2 thing:

1. Scare lossing you
2. Scare to love you

That's what i scare

Well...

Even we study in same school,same class but the feeling between us is so far until make me feel cold...can you lend me your time?please?I don't want to be like this...

Exam result...

Well...the mid exam result is really bad!bad!bad!.5 subject, 4 subject score less than 50% but luckily still got 1 subject score quite well...hahaha. Never mind,try my best next time to score more better than this!GAMBATEH!!!

College life...

I though when entry a college,my life will change compare to secondary school.But it still the same,and college more busy!i need to pass a assignment tomorrow,what the fuck la,i aslo dun know how to start aslo,try to ask friend la maybe they can help me

Somebody stop me from suffering

I already didn't sleep for a night...even i feel tired but i just can't fall asleep.The problem is still with me,i must solve the problem as soon as possible.If it continue like this,i scare tonight will also be the same night as yesterday.If the problem is someone told to me i think i will just ignore it but...i seem it with my eyes,can you please explain to me what is going on?i just want to know the answer either you are telling a lie...

How will I treat you,dear...

For me,i will follow all the order or command you give to me.You want me to sit and i don't dare to stand.Because you are everything,most important things for me now.I will respect your decision even it is hard to acceptable,and you no need to say thank you to me after i help you doing something because that's my responsible to help you.If you really want to repay me,you just need to do a very easy thing...keep smile whole day and that what i want from you.

Opportunity cost

Opportunity cost is one of a syllable in economic,it means scarifies something to get something.In business people will scarifies something to get something,If the scarifies can make your revenue more,they will make the decision without much consideration.But in love,will people scarifies something for getting something without thinking just to improve they relationship e.g.the opposed of parent?

Story of me and my dear.

I use 1 word to express our first time met:UNBELIEVABLE.Why i using this word?First,we came from same hometown and some of your friend were my friend...i cannot even believe when i notice it.3 word to say it:WHAT THE FUCK!.But that the reason why we together

What is love for me...

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.Do you agree?

If can,i wish that

If a god can fullfill my wish ,i wish that we are not in the same class,not in the same course,the time we can be together is least than 1 hour per weeks. But why??because by that way we will only know how to appreciate the time of being together.The time that we can be together will be the most priceless moment in our relationship...

About today

Today kl was a cloudy day,it seem like reflecting my mood.But i know 1 thing,you are still not my girlfriend and I'm still not your boyfriend.I don't have the power to control your life or who you meet but my feeling is that the distance between you and me are getting further and further...everyday i thinking how to spend my free time with you but...you don't want me to be your side.Mostly girl would like their the other half always spend time on they e.g. sms,call or hangout with them,for boy they will try to spend their time with their friend more.But in our relationship is totally different i'm the person who everyday wish can spend my time with you but for you is wish to spend more time with friend.

For this night

Still cannot felt asleep still because of....and now i watching comedy video to make myself feel comfortable.Hope by watching all the comedy video can help me pass through this long night...

insomnia

What a lonely night,i cannot fall asleep.I cannot stop my mind from thinking about that things,the images keep patrol in my mind...what should i do?i started scare now, this is my worst nightmare ever.Last time i am frealess of everything even it is a very important things, it won't make me scare until like this but this time is totally different.I scare...scare...scare,i scare i will losing you!You know how important you for me ?

It wasn't true...please!

I saw something that make me shocked,i really shocked and make me scare but i just hope that wasn't the true...My god

I love my dear

Dear,what i want to tell you is i really love u so much,until i won't mind even you are hurting me or fooling me.If you happy with that,its ok...just do it.I don't mind

A knife have pierce through my heart...

My heart is bleeding...anyone kinder can help me stop the bleeding?Its pushing me to the gate of hell,the pain ....

Oh...my head

Headache again!!very pain a...eat 2 panadol then only feel better.now trying to take a nap...

What you tell me.

You tell me that 2 people together,happy is enough.But i want you to be more happy,you can do whatever you want to do and i won't mind even is hurting me, at least you happy for what you have done, because what i want is just make you happy,your happiness make me happy aslo ^.^

Parlimen Trip...bored

Today,our class have a trip visit to parlimen. We all have to wear formal shirt,you are wearing a black long sleeve shirt and skirt today.You are so beautiful today.I just hope the time will stop during that time..

I am jealous about something...

I jealous every couple that can hold each other hand together tight,and can stay together whetever got time.But,should i jealous that?tell me so....please

The way i cares about you...

I dunno any about romance...all i know is nag you.told you to eat lunch and dinner,sleep early...
But do you hated that way of 'care'??

first posting on blog...

24/3/09 were the day i met you.But is really funny that i didn't notice you at the first time...
When the accounting assignment start to work,the first thing i help you is find the source of data.
Do you still remember?We always go to have dinner together the first week and on the following monday night.I ask you:"can you be my girlfriend?"Damn funny right...i skip all the procedure of chasing you and direct ask you to become my girlfriend.But until now you still no accept me yet,but i will wait for your answer...i promise...i will wait...