我爱你的256个理由

第001個理由～因為只有妳，能讓我百看不厭
第002個理由～因為妳，是我繼續生存下的理由
第003個理由～因為只有妳說的話，讓我不懂得去拒絕
第004個理由～因為有妳，昨夜的我又失眠了
第005個理由～因為我每天早上起床後第一個想到的人就是妳
第006個理由～因為沒有人像我那麼笨，一字一字的，想打出數百個愛妳的理由
第007個理由～因為我想每天都能讓妳開開心心
第008個理由～因為我希望我是妳心情不好時的出氣筒
第009個理由～因為我希望我是妳唯一的好情人
第010個理由～因為我家的肥皂也因為想妳，瘦了好多

第011個理由～因為我想每天都能見到妳那可愛的笑容
第012個理由～因為我相信妳會愈來愈喜歡我
第013個理由～因為是妳，我願意告訴妳、我的從前
第014個理由～因為是妳，我願意告訴妳我的現在
第015個理由～因為妳是唯一讓我無法生氣的女孩
第016個理由～因為我知道，其實妳也需要一個人來關心妳
第017個理由～因為我知道，其實妳也需要一個人在妳傷心時陪伴妳
第018個理由～因為我知道，妳是一個好女孩
第019個理由～因為我想証明我對妳的承諾皆能實現
第020個理由～因為昨夜的妳又跑進了我的夢鄉

第021個理由～因為妳那調皮的笑容，讓我無法停止不去想妳
第022個理由～因為只有妳說的話我聽的進去
第023個理由～因為有妳，我的人生是彩色的
第024個理由～因為沒有妳，我的人生是黑白的
第025個理由～因為有妳，讓我有想用功念書的行動力
第026個理由～因為妳，能讓我趕快入眠，期待與妳夢中相見
第027個理由～因為我希望每年我的生日，不再讓它平淡的過去
第028個理由～因為只有妳，能讓我對這世界不再冷漠
第029個理由～因為只有妳，能讓我對未來的一切充滿信心
第030個理由～因為有妳，讓我再次擁有所謂的人生目標

第031個理由～因為我喜歡妳那生氣的俏模樣
第032個理由～因為我喜歡妳那開心的模樣
第033個理由～因為我喜歡妳那美麗的頭髮
第034個理由～因為我喜歡妳那動人的嘴唇
第035個理由～因為我喜歡妳那自然不作做的態度
第036個理由～因為我想知道妳的一切
第037個理由～因為我想了解妳的所有
第038個理由～因為我想當妳的資源回收桶
第039個理由～因為我很樂意聽妳說話
第040個理由～我情緒不好的時候我只想要妳來安慰我

第041個理由～因為我喜歡握著妳的手
第042個理由～因為我已經寫到凌晨2點多了
第043個理由～因為我不想每天想妳，我想每天見到妳
第044個理由～因為我只想照顧妳卻不會照顧我自己
第045個理由～因為只有妳，能讓我不發脾氣
第046個理由～因為我連作夢都會想到妳
第047個理由～因為我想為妳而吃胖一點，能讓妳更安穩的躺在我的懷裡
第048個理由～因為妳是我想娶進門的女孩
第049個理由～因為為了妳我可以不睡覺，只為了想妳
第050個理由～因為為了妳我也可以很早睡覺，只為了夢見妳

第051個理由～因為認識了妳，我已經不想再交別的女朋友了
第052個理由～因為我聽聽妳的真心話
第053個理由～因為我開始喜歡妳穿的所有衣服
第054個理由～因為除了妳我不知道我還會要誰
第055個理由～因為我開始每天都會想起妳身上的味道
第056個理由～因為我想讓妳幸福快樂
第057個理由～因為妳是我遇到過最善良又幽默的女孩
第058個理由～因為我想每天能摸到妳那漂亮的頭髮
第059個理由～因為我每天都會想起妳洗髮精的味道
第060個理由～因為我願意在妳寂寞的時候陪伴妳

第061個理由～因為我願在妳傷心時陪伴妳
第062個理由～因為我願在妳無聊時陪伴妳
第063個理由～因為我想讓妳更了解我
第064個理由～因為只有妳才能讓我的血壓上升、心跳加快
第065個理由～因為我想每天見到妳的人
第066個理由～因為我不想在假日時一個人寂寞的渡過
第067個理由～因為妳是唯一讓我心情一直可以保持開朗的人
第068個理由～因為妳是第一個讓我捨不得發脾氣的人
第069個理由～因為我知道，妳是我放棄了就會後悔一輩子的女孩
第070個理由～因為在深夜裡妳是唯一可以讓我頭腦保持清醒的人

第071個理由～因為我想證明我的喜歡是對的
第072個理由～因為妳是唯一可以讓我想傾訴我一切的人
第073個理由～因為我很樂意聽妳的碎碎念
第074個理由～因為我想每天聽妳的碎碎念>
第075個理由～因為連我家的毛巾都因為我愛妳而流下它的眼淚了
第076個理由～因為我想在妳情緒不好的時候有個可以依靠的人
第077個理由～因為再也沒有人可以讓我想到那麼多理由了
第078個理由～因為我家的肥皂都因為想妳而變瘦了
第079個理由～因為妳是一個令我無法不動心的女孩
第080個理由～因為我喜歡妳說：「我要生氣了哦～～」當時的樣子

第081個理由～因為我想我是真的喜歡妳了，不論張眼閉眼，都會想到妳
第082個理由～因為我會讓妳的朋友羨慕妳有個好男朋友
第083個理由～因為這次我是真的付出我的愛，不再只是嘻鬧
第084個理由～因為這次的我很認真
第085個理由～因為我無法阻止自己去想妳
第086個理由～因為現在的我還是滿腦子的妳
第087個理由～因為妳是我唯一一個讓我絕對不會後悔付出感情的人
第088個理由～因為我不想讓妳受委屈
第089個理由～因為妳是我最牽掛且最放不下的女人
第090個理由～因為我希望妳也會滿腦子都是我

第091個理由～因為我希望妳每天想的都是我
第092個理由～因為我希望妳的心在我這裡
第093個理由～因為妳是第一個令我不得不去想妳的女孩
第094個理由～因為我的心已經被妳偷走了
第095個理由～因為我想和妳一起念書
第096個理由～因為我想讓妳更了解我的優點
第097個理由～因為我想証明我的眼光是對的
第098個理由～因為我想証明我沒愛錯人
第099個理由～因為妳是第一個讓我感覺到值得終生守候的女孩
第100個理由～因為我已經為妳打了一百個理由了哦～～～～

第101個理由～因為我想証明我對妳的感情
第102個理由～因為我是一個值得妳喜歡的人
第103個理由～因為有妳的在我的身旁，讓我變的更能挑戰現實
第104個理由～因為妳是讓我脾氣變好的人
第105個理由～因為有妳在我身旁，能讓我更有勇氣
第106個理由～因為我不想讓妳受委屈
第107個理由～因為我願作妳的狗熊
第108個理由～因為我願在妳的面前坦誠自己的過去
第109個理由～因為我願在妳的面前坦誠自己的一切
第110個理由～因為我願對妳毫無保留自己的一切

第111個理由～因為我可以把自己所有的東西全都給妳>
第112個理由～因為我可以很有個性
第113個理由～因為妳是唯一能讓我沒有個性的人
第114個理由～因為我會讓自己變成妳想要的那種人
第115個理由～因為我們很有緣
第116個理由～因為我想讓妳常常唱歌給我聽，因為妳唱歌我覺得粉好聽
第117個理由～因為妳是一個我值得去愛的人
第118個理由～因為我是一個妳值得去愛的人
第119個理由～因為我在夢中已經為妳帶上了戒指
第120個理由～因為我想陪妳去逛街

第121個理由～因為妳的笑讓我不得不去愛上妳
第122個理由～因為妳的形影讓我不得不去想妳
第123個理由～因為妳有憐人的心腸
第124個理由～因為我想給妳很多承諾
第125個理由～因為夢中的妳早已和我許定終身
第126個理由～因為妳會愈來愈喜歡我
第127個理由～因為妳生氣的樣子很討人喜歡
第128個理由～因為我想和妳一起努力改變現在
第129個理由～因為我想要自己專心的去愛一個人，而那個人是妳
第130個理由～因為我願將自己的所有付出給妳

第131個理由～因為我對妳的思念就像吸毒一樣，已經上癮無法自拔
第132個理由～因為和妳在一起能讓我感到快樂
第133個理由～因為妳是我的天使
第134個理由～因為我找不出來妳的缺點
第135個理由～因為妳的存在讓我感到開心
第136個理由～因為有了妳我會更保護自己，只是為妳
第137個理由～因為有了妳我會更愛護自己，只是為妳
第138個理由～因為有了妳我會更努力念書，只是為妳
第139個理由～因為老天爺把妳和我排在一起
第140個理由～因為我已經和月下老人商量好了，妳是我的

第141個理由～因為我想以後照的相片都有妳和我的合照
第142個理由～因為我會想辦法每天讓妳開心
第143個理由～因為我會想辦法每天讓妳快樂
第144個理由～因為我會想辦法每天讓妳知道我的心在妳這裡
第145個理由～因為我好想在情人節時花點錢
第146個理由～因為妳的出現注定為我
第147個理由～因為我也和老天爺說好了
第148個理由～因為連周公也答應我了哦～～～～妳是我的
第149個理由～因為我只想把我的心事告訴妳
第150個理由～因為我想聽聽妳的心事

第151個理由～因為如果妳願意，我也想聽聽妳的心事
第152個理由～因為妳是個可愛的女孩
第153個理由～因為妳的過去我來不及參與，妳的將來我願與妳同在
第154個理由～因為我想和妳分享我的快樂
第155個理由～因為沒有妳我會感覺到寂寞
第156個理由～因為沒有妳我會感到孤獨
第157個理由～因為沒有妳我會很難過
第158個理由～因為沒有妳我會覺得生活沒有意義
第159個理由～因為沒有妳我會很容易生氣
第160個理由～因為沒有妳我每天都不快樂

第161個理由～因為沒有妳還有什麼能令我開心的呢
第162個理由～因為有了妳，我會覺得我是全世界最幸福的男人
第163個理由～因為在我的心中再也沒有別人比妳更美麗了
第164個理由～因為在我的心中再也沒有別人比妳重要了
第165個理由～因為妳的眼睛很迷人
第166個理由～因為和妳在一起是我人生中最美的回憶>
第167個理由～因為我不相信真心的付出得不到妳的回應
第168個理由～因為我不相信我用心的愛妳，而妳卻不愛我
第169個理由～因為我相信妳，妳最好了，不會拒絕我，而讓我傷心
第170個理由～因為有妳的日子特別開心

第171個理由～因為有妳的日子特別快樂
第172個理由～因為我願意讓妳發脾氣
第173個理由～因為我不願再為我一個人生存下去了
第174個理由～因為妳是最可愛
第175個理由～因為妳是最漂亮
第176個理由～因為妳是最善良
第177個理由～因為妳的笑讓我感到世界的美麗
第178個理由～因為妳的眼淚，令我特別容易動容
第179個理由～因為妳讓我感到精力充沛
第180個理由～因為想妳沒有任何理由，沒日沒夜

第181個理由～因為我喜歡看妳呆掉的樣子
第182個理由～因為沒有妳的感覺像原子筆缺了筆心，只剩下殼
第183個理由～因為有妳使得這個天地更為美麗
第184個理由～因為妳讓我不再憂鬱
第185個理由～因為妳讓我不再憂慮
第186個理由～因為妳讓我不再懷疑
第187個理由～因為妳讓我不再猶豫
第188個理由～因為妳讓我快樂
第189個理由～因為妳讓我不再煩心
第190個理由～因為妳的個性我喜歡

第191個理由～因為有妳的存在讓我感覺到世界是很美好的
第192個理由～因為我喜歡妳那特別的幽默
第193個理由～因為我認為妳夠真誠
第194個理由～因為我感覺到妳有一顆善良的心
第195個理由～因為妳是能讓我感到最完美的好女孩
第196個理由～因為妳是第一個讓我感到愛是盲目的女孩子
第197個理由～因為我喜歡妳裝著什麼都不懂的樣子
第198個理由～因為有了妳，讓我想認真的愛了
第199個理由～因為妳讓我感覺到妳的善解人意
第200個理由～因為妳讓我覺得妳是個宜動宜靜的女孩子

第201個理由～因為在夜深的時候，想到的人還是妳
第202個理由～因為妳的美麗妳的大方一直影響著我，使我無法將妳忘懷
第203個理由～因為我喜歡有妳的關心
第204個理由～因為我喜歡有妳的叮嚀
第205個理由～因為我喜歡有妳在我身邊
第206個理由～因為我希望聽妳說妳愛我
第207個理由～因為妳讓我覺得妳是個專情的女孩
第208個理由～因為妳的臉蛋很漂亮
第209個理由～因為妳讓我感覺妳是個很有內涵的女孩子
第210個理由～因為我喜歡妳的一點點可愛

第211個理由～因為我喜歡妳的一點點活潑
第212個理由～因為我喜歡妳的一點點迷糊
第213個理由～因為我不相信妳的心真的那麼硬
第214個理由～因為妳是我這一輩子最在乎的人
第215個理由～因為妳是讓我送東西而不心疼的人
第216個理由～因為我不想每天都過著悲傷的日子了
第217個理由～因為我喜歡看著妳笑的樣子
第218個理由～因為我想每天見到妳那溫柔的臉
第219個理由～因為沒有了妳，這世上我真的不知道還要追求什麼
第220個理由～因為我想讓妳天天都很高興

第221個理由～因為我想讓妳天天都很快樂
第222個理由～因為我想理所當然的分擔妳的壓力
第223個理由～因為我想理所當然的分擔妳的痛苦
第224個理由～因為我想理所當然的分擔妳的憂愁
第225個理由～因為一想到妳，我就很快樂
第226個理由～因為沒有了妳，我就不會再是我自己
第227個理由～因為我好想再告訴妳我的心事
第228個理由～因為我很孤單，我希望陪在我身邊的是妳
第229個理由～因為妳是讓我全心全意想付出的人
第230個理由～因為妳是影響我最大的人，妳的話我都聽

第231個理由～因為妳是我最想牽手一輩子的人
第232個理由～因為我想和妳一起去圖書館看書
第233個理由～因為我想證明【癡心的人沒有好下場】這句話是錯的
第234個理由～因為我想要了解妳的一切一切
第235個理由～因為我喜歡妳發脾氣的樣子
第236個理由～因為我想天天都聽到妳的聲音
第237個理由～因為妳是善解人意的人
第238個理由～因為我可以和妳在一起時，包容妳的一切一切
第239個理由～因為我相信我可以給妳最真的心
第240個理由～因為我不想在情人節時，一個人孤單的在家

第241個理由～因為妳，我才變的開朗些
第242個理由～因為有妳的聲音能令我感到心安
第243個理由～因為我想跟妳一起過生日
第244個理由～因為只有妳能讓我心跳加速
第245個理由～因為妳是我心中最接近完美的女孩
第246個理由～因為這是天注定的
第247個理由～因為我想妳也許會有動心的一天
第248個理由～因為我的人生因妳而豐富
第249個理由～因為我希望妳是最後一個在情人節送禮物給我的人
第250個理由～因為妳是我這一輩子最想在一起的人

第251個理由～因為在夢裡常常遇見妳
第252個理由～因為我最近又變瘦了
第253個理由～因為每當我在聽情歌時都會想到妳
第254個理由～因為有妳在身旁，我對妳的承諾將會全部實現
第255個理由～因為只有妳，可以讓我打出這麼多的廢話
第256個理由～因為我找不到其它辨法來感動妳了，總結一句話，就是 （（（（我愛妳））））

阻碍

你说我们是两个世界的人，你说你不配，你说你怕如果分手会连朋友也没得做...一切都是你在说
我有说我介意吗?有吗?
你怕约会会闷到我,你怕我是那种玩玩下的人,你怕你会在感情的路上面再受伤害...
你有给我机会吗?有吗?

我可以改,我为了你什么都可以改...当然没有人是完美的,但是我会尽量做到完美

有个笑话:
老婆跟老公说:如果我们要一起白头偕老你就必须遵守3条规矩
1. 老婆永远是对的
2. 老婆永远不会错
3. 如果老婆真的做错,请看会第一条规矩

如果两个人在一起，又要遵守规矩...真的很好笑
有人说感情是麻木的,在谈恋爱时大家都看不到对方的缺点,都只能看到优点所以说是最甜蜜的.
但是结婚后,双方才发现原来对方有那么多缺点,就开始吵架,那时候痛苦就开始了.
只有双方互相了解,体谅和关心...两人不论在什么时候多是甜蜜的.

怎么办？

我一直都想和你在一起，不知道是多久的事情了...从中4到现在,还是一样(一直被拒绝)唉...我曾经问我自己,既然一直被拒绝了为什么还是要在被人家拒绝,为什么要做到自己那么傻?起初是想找另一个,希望把你给忘掉...但是可能是感觉吧,空闲的时候也都会想起你. 我第一次送了2件衣服给你,看到你高心得样子我自己也很高兴...中4和中5 的时间很快决过完了,你读中6而我读私人学院.
以前可以在一起的时间根本就是不多,上了学院变得更少,幸好还有短信联络.直到前几个星期前你问我为什么会喜欢你,我想不出原因,难道喜欢一个人不时凭感觉而是凭理由的吗?你对我来说可能是我的一切也有可能什么也不是...
就算我们在一起又可以怎样?我明年就要开始degree了,不像foundation那样，假期多，科目简单. 既然没有时间在一起,大家在一起不会是更痛苦吗?我个人对感情的安全感比较重视,而且占欲感也比较强.我怕就是因为这个原因我们很快就会说bb.
我不在呼天长地久,也不在乎曾经拥有..我自在乎你,我怕这段感情会带个你伤害,如果我选择离开你,请你不要留我,因为我知道当你的世界没有了我会更好.
爱你不需要理由
哪怕鲜艳的玫瑰已被谎言揉碎
爱你不需要理由
哪怕我再也不能品尝幸福的滋味
爱你不需要理由
哪怕我只能用泪水洗涤自己的伤悲



因为爱你
我在寒冷的冬夜牵挂你
任思念的泪水在翻转之际飘扬
即使你已属于异国他乡
因为爱你
我把伤痛藏在自己的心底
却挂着甜甜的笑容对着你
谁知道这是多么痛苦的虚伪
因为爱你
我可以放弃男人的尊严
为你成为一个小男人
多少次
在你转身之际
我悄悄地为你落泪

因为爱你
在你面前我还要那么坚强
其实我也是多么需要安慰
在你面前总是表现的那么无所谓
因为爱你
我为你付出我的所有
我的真心
甚至为你改变了自己
可结局是什么……
一次次的伤心、无助
你知道吗？
当我每次单独的时候
寂寞空洞紧紧围绕着我
阳光都失去了应有的光泽
变得那样的暗淡
花儿都失去了应有的芳香
变得那样的凄凉
因为有你
一切才会变的那样美丽
而如今
有你、无你都是一样
阳光还是失去了原有的光泽
花儿还是失去了原有的芳香
这一切都是因为你
你闯入了我的世界里
改变了所有的一切
我
失去了自我
尽管如此
我还是得改变自己
为的是与你更加匹配
打造一个专属你的我
为了你
我纵然你
你永远都是对的
而我却是那个错的
这一切的一切
都是因为爱你
为什么爱你让我如此的辛苦
但我却不得不承认你给我的幸福
你对我的关心
让我受宠若惊
因为你对我的关心是那样的起伏不定
把我举得高高、然后重重的摔下
让我浑身是痛、变体鳞伤
着一切到底是为什么
我不明白、我更不懂
我是何等的怜爱你
不忍你受一点伤
不忍你掉一滴泪
不忍你受一点委屈
千万的不忍、千万的不舍
而你
却是那样的冷酷
什么都忍心、什么都舍得
而如今
我还是得这样爱你、疼你、关心你
还是因为爱你
我仍然会包容你的一切
包括你对我的伤
等待何时
你才能恍然大悟
用心来疼爱
这个为你心碎的男生

4 个吗?

你还在怪我吗？你还会恨我吗？
请问你是在讲我吗？可以告诉我吗？

你选择了离开而我选择逃避，就算奇迹出现。。。没什么东西会改变，因为当我知道你的世界没有了我会更美好。

朋友

朋友对我来说...是相信你,不会背叛你和会关心你的人.我不曾忘记我所认识的人,就算是不熟悉我也会把你当成好朋友,咳..讲到难听一点,就算你把我当成水鱼我也不在意.我不懂为什么有一些人可以把人当成透明的,见到面可以当作见不到...妈的,打声招呼会死是吗?想这些朋友不要也罢,少你一个不少,多你一个不多.但是我想向一位曾经信任我的朋友说声谢谢,但是也要向你说声对不起...因为我无意间背叛了你,对不起

终于。。

从不能没有你，至到可以完完全全没有你。。。我真的忘记了，我终于忘记了。。。3个月前的我，还在想为什么你可以那么容易，潇洒的放开，原来真的要放开还不时很难嘛。。。但是我会尽我所能得去帮住你，因为在我的回忆里头，我是因为帮你找资料而认识了你。。。我真的非常的希望能够永远在你身边帮助你。。。真的真的。。。很想。。。

tired....can i?

Too many things need to be done in this month but i don't have much time left. By the way, best wishes to all my classmates and friends. Please take good care of your body.

decision

I fell very desperate and down this few day,i keep asking myself where is the problem?the relationship between me and my classmate getting worse and worse,everyone ignore me,treat me as nothing.what can i do?i fell very bored to study under this kind of situation...should i end my college now or just don't bother and care anything and continue study?

只是短短的一个星期，我突然失去了好多college的朋友。就连之前每天叫brother，每天都在一起好像彼此不能没了对方。。。现在竟然变成don't even want to bother you。。。我不懂，我也不明白为什么会酱！全部就像突然发生一样...现在我也懒得理你，你最好给我滚边去！妈的你！！

Change Poison Into Medicine.
What is poison? If it is poison how can we change to medicine?
Use our daily life as an example...
Poison can say as our problems or obstacles.
Change mean overcome or get rid.
Medicine means something that useful to you.
Nowadays, we face many problem everyday.Some people choose to run away from the problem and some will try to overcome it. To those who run away from the problem,it will make the problem become more and more worse,which means more and more problem will jump out. But to those who chooce to overcome the problem,if the person don't have a strong enough resolve,it aslo useless. Only when you have both wisdom and courage and a strong resolve,the problem will only be solved. Don't ever thinks that problem is just something negative,to many successful people problem is something they seek for. You will learn something new after solve the problem,for example...there was a school event and you had been told to host this event,for a student,you won't have any experience on handle an event.At that time,if your choice is to accept the responsible to becoming the host.To complete your job,you find people who had experience before and learn the way on how to host an event.But if your choice is reject the offer,then you will learn nothing. Don't ever give yourself a reason that it is impossible,you won't know until you have try. To all my friends...Nothing is impossible,until you have try.No matter how people say,it start with you.

Alone for a while,i been searching from the dark...In my dearest memories,i see you reaching out of me.Though you gone,i still believe that you call my name..
lyric of melodies of life,the ending theme song for final fantasy 9. i start play back this game,quite remind me how addicted to final fantasy.I think final fantasy 9 story line is the most special among all the final fantasy,but i still not yet finish...lolxx. Is totally different using laptop to play this game compare to using playstation. Last time i can complete the whole game within 20 hour and complete all the side quest by PS,now...using laptop,i spend 30 hour and still at the beginning of the side quest...maybe old dy...finger not so flexible

我相信奇迹，我相信你会回到我身边，我相信你不会骗我，我相信你的为人，我相信你的所有东西...但是我更相信现实,就是你已经走了...我希望你能够快快乐乐的过你的生活,我希望你可以找到你的幸福,我希望你可以做你想要的事.而我不能给你的东西,我会用我的愿望帮你实现.

I believe in miracles, I believe that you will return to my side, I believe you will not fool me, I believe the way your are, I believe all about you ... but I also believe the reality,is that you have already gone ... I hope you can have your life happily, I hope you can find your happiness, I hope you can do the things you want.
For what i can't give you,i will use my wishes to fulfill your dreams.

玩游戏如果输了,还可以在重新开始,但是那只会在游戏的世界出现.在现实生活里,一旦做错决定或做错事情就没有的在重新来过.人只会在失败中成长,而能够在失败后在重新振作的人才是成功的人.在感情的世界也存在同样的原理,当两个人刚开始在一起时,会爱的生不如死(男:我爱你,你爱我吗? 女:我爱你,你爱我吗?)*重复
但是当两个人在一起久了,就会开始觉得闷了,不好玩了,开始觉得对方很烦(为什么每天都讲我爱你,你不闷我都闷死了)
当两个人分开后,跟其他人男/女交往,如果新的男/女友不好,久了有时候会想起以前跟他一起多么的开心啊~.然后就会希望可以重新回去他的身边当他的男/女人.
人就是往往在失去了才知道如何去珍惜,神在创造人类的时候给了人类思考能力,希望人类可以自己分辨出什么事情是对,而什么是错.当你做出决定时,就以经证明你已经考虑清楚而且不会后悔.
我重来不会后悔我做出的决定,你虽然离开了我,但是我还是会把我的心留给你,让我回去你的身边可以吗?

Do you still think of me?

Do you still think of me,Like i think about you.Do you still dream cuz i can't sleep without you,tell me if time should make a change,then why do i feel the same,your love had got me addicted... it's chorus of the song 'addicted' by stevie hoang. It's a nice song for me...because it express my feeling out

Final exam is just around the corner...

19 day more...i will have to face my final exam.I will study hard for this exam and i don't want to retake any of the subject or retake the whole semester.Study is the only important thing to me now!STUDY!STUDY!

Some encouragement

(English)
Once you make a resolve, courage and wisdom will well forth. Even with things that one said to be impossible, you don't know whether they are until you try yourself. No matter what other may say, it starts with you. I hope you will be people with such strong resolution.
（华语）
一旦下定决心，就会涌出智慧和勇气。别人说办不到的事，自己不去试怎么会知道。哪怕别人怎么说，首要是在自己。希望大家是具备那种坚强决心的人。

The above guidance is given by Daisaku Ikeda, the President of Sokai Gakkai International(SGI). From more detail,can log on to http://www.sgi.org/

What a Sunday...

9am,wake up from bed but still feel sleepy, so i continue to sleep until 1pm. The first thing i do after i wake up is searching my soul mates...cigarette. After enjoy my 'bro' then only go take a shower and brush teeth, then with my housemate have lunch together. They all very busy because they exam is coming soon,even my final semester exam are aslo around the corner but i still feel no tension and relax.So after finish lunch,they had to go back for study and left me alone....when i was searching some data inside my laptop,i accidentally view some picture that make me feel sad...the picture of me and 'her'.Until now i still cannot forget about her,even the feeling is already gone...i don't know what happen to me...

Maybe i should...

I think i should go travel after the final exam of semester 1.Travel to other places that nobody know me,it maybe one way to forgetting you...maybe i want to escape from you because every time i view your picture,i feel very happy during that moment but it aslo make me feel suffer because it already pass.After separate with you,the moment we been together keep flashback from my mind...i hope everything will be gone after time passes

Already 1 week

We already separate for 1 week,i cannot say completely forget you.I now only know how much you love him,it really different compare to me and him.Everyday i read your personal messages from msn and facebook,what i can feel is jealous him because on how you treat him.Last time,i were the person who concern about you and try to make you happy everyday,but what i can feel now is that...you are the person who concern about him now.Is really different from the way you treat me and him,i jealous him have such person concern him so much and i aslo jealous that he got the thing that i cannot get from you...that is your heart...

Should i??

Should i go to cut my hair?? I want to change another hair style but it takes lots of time to make it grow longer...want to keep until long long or cut until short short....haizzz don't know la.

What happen in this 2 month at Subang

Things that happen in this 2 month made me quite surprise,surprise mean there is happy,sad and unacceptable.First i talk about happy things that happened,i make a lot of friend here and 2 'brother' Andrew and Keen Wah.Secondly,the sad things is that...i lost my bag inside my house!WTF!!my books,student id and the book i borrow from library is inside,the date for return the book is already expired!don't let me know who keep it or else i will kill the person!Thirdly,is the combination of happy,sad and unacceptable...but i had forgot who made me feel that,and i also don't want to remember back....just let it be...

Latest news

Recently i got a lot of work need to do in my organization,it make me quite busy during this moment but my final exam is coming soon.I must manage my time well so that i won't slow down my studies and my participant in my organization!

My promises

I promise you that i won't dump you,i promise that i will love you as long as i can;i promise you that my heart is just for you;i promise you that i won't control you anymore,i promise you that what i want is just to make you happy.I still remember all those promises,i will still continue those promise to you and i will wait you.Nobody not even you can tell me:Am i really worth for you to do this thing to me?.Worth or not worth is depend on how i see,no need you to tell me.i will still waiting for you....

I just cannot...

For me feeling is not a toy,you can play when you need it and you throw it away when you get bored.I not saying that i won't play feeling but i just don't know how to play. If this can be teach?can somebody teach me?I don't want make myself fall too deep inside every relationship because who's care more about the relationship are the person who hurt more.You told me that you don't want to have relationship now but why won't you say:I still not ready to get into relationship,can you give me sometime to use to it?,why this is not your answer?If in between of the relationship nothing happen before,i will let you go if you want...but we have already being through a lot of things,i just cannot pretend nothing happen before but you...you tell me to let it be.How could i just let it be!I'm not that kind of person who play feeling.How can i just let it be?things already happen cannot being erase even time pass by.Things won't start without reason,whether it is a good reason or a bad reason...

Finally...

Finally you have say what you want to say to me.Ok,for me it is quite surprise.Even i have expect that kind of thing will happen but i just cannot expect it came so fast,what i want to tell you is i will respect what your decision is and you have stop suffering yourself.As long as you think it is a way to make you not to suffer so much and i glad you have make a very good decision.I learn a new lesson here it's about fate,sometime;something is really depend on fate,if the fate not coming to you is either you wait or you just let go

7年之痒

我在守会馆时，我的night duty pic 告诉我什么是7年之痒。他说每当情侣的感情到了第7年就要面对一个劫，这个劫会造成2个结果。1就是破坏情侣之间的感情，2就是巩固情侣之间的感情。其实，每当一份感情经过了一段很长的时间，大家都会以什么事情都是理所当然，比方说，当一起出去时，给钱都因该是男性。或当男/女方生病或受伤是，男/女方都只是会叫对方多休息点，但是都不会问对方为什么会受伤和给与关心。而这个劫就是第3者的出现，第3者会在他/她最需要人关心他/她 给与他/她安慰的时候出现。久而久之情侣之间就会有埋怨对方这样不好那样不好，而大家的感情就会越来越差。就算是7年的感情都会被这个第3者破坏。但是人总是在失去了某些东西才会知道那件东西的重要性，要把第三者的问题解决只有彼此之间互相坦白，不要隐瞒，不要逃避问题而是把问题解决。当大家把问题提出来，了解了对方的需要，大家的感情只会越来越深，越来越好。对我来说7年说长不长，说短不短。情侣的感情只会在彼此之间的坦诚才会得到永远的幸福

About 7 year promise

Yesterday when i night duty,my night duty PIC suddenly told me something about the 7 year promise.He told me,7 year promise is something that will happen to every couple after they 7 year of relationship,even the couple already married this promise will also happening.This is a fate to the couple.If the couple can overcome this fate their bond will grow stronger but if they cannot overcome this fate,even they have been together for 7 year,their relationship will be demolish.Why? because there will be a third party appeared to test their relationship either on the male or the female.Let me give an example here,if a couple they had been together for 7 year usually they had already take thing as naturally like if they hangout together,male must be the person who pay the bill or if the male/female get injured or sick and need to take a rest,the male/female will just tell the male/female to rest and won't ask the reason why he/she get injured because rest is more important but they have forgotten about caring...Those were some of the situation example how the third party join in their relationship,by caring them during they sick or injured and the male/female will start compare between the third party and he/she.As conclusion,7 year is almost a decade,if 7 year of relationship can be broke so easily that mean you have wasted 7 year for nothing,couple should treasure the moment they had been together and try to be honest to each other then only the relationship will last forever...

Yesterday...

Yesterday i had to go klang Gaikan night duty.Well , my dear ask me...you working??...i say it is a work without pay but you will get benefit on it.Like yesterday night, all friend of mine gathering there,having experience share and chat.Because it was a night duty so i didn't sleep for the whole night,so when i get back home in early morning,just sleep at home until now.It's a nice night but the air in klang is really polluted during this moment,the smoke is very heavy.And my dear got sms with me make me feel very high!!haha,i will meet them back next Tuesday for another meeting

Please read clearly!

The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and don't u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did the right thing, and u were never there. I didn't think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and tats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that.

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

Different between my friend and i...

When i go yc with some friend,we talk about our girlfriend things.My friend say his girlfriend everyday control him like don't let him do that or that,other says his girlfriend want him to sms to her no matter what you doing and some even want to know all his friend.Then i told them about my girlfriend,i say she won't control me,won't ask me to sms her every moment and she won't ever want to know who is my friend.They shocked and keep say your girlfriend so good ar,jealous you man!...But I'm the guy who jealous them...if your girlfriend try to control you is a good thing!mean your girlfriend very care about you and want you always stay by their side.But for me,she will never do such thing to me...

Advice from Bill Gates about Tension...

The Moment you are in Tension
You will lose your Attention
Then you are in total Confusion
And you will feel Irritation
Then you will spoil personal Relation

Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
Then you will make things Complication
Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
And you may have to take Medication
Instead, understand the Situation
And try to think about the Solution

Many problems will be solved by Discussion
This will work out better in your Profession
Don't think it's my free Suggestion
It's only for your Prevention
If you understand my Intention
You will never come again to Tension

Almost forget

I almost forget,today is my sister birthday.In here i would like to wish her could have a very meaningful and forgetful birthday even I'm the brother who aren't with you now...feel sorry i will celebrate your birthday after i graduate, ok? brother promise you!

Something happen between us....

I cannot promise you that i will stay by your side forever because this is not true...but what i can promise you now is wherever i still by your side, my heart is still with you, won't go to other people and only for you.Maybe somebody say that is stupid but for me that is what call love, if you feel that I'm not the guy anymore please tell me, don't make yourself to accept me.I respect your answer and i still remember the promise that i make to you before...i won't dump you but to let you dump me and when you have dump me i will tell to everyone that I'm the person who dump you, who hate you, who trying to hurt you and just to play with you!

This week...

I feel very busy this week,got a lot of things to do.Malaysian studies assignment need to do and presentation, SGM ymd meeting and chanting, SGM student group meeting, go klang Gaikan...I like busy,busy make me forget things and the most important my final semester exam is on the end of june...So, now i am a really busy guyzz!!!!

I know what you want now

You like to have peaceful now and try not to think so much. Ok then,i understand...maybe i'm the people who always patrol in your mind.Not disturbing you may be the only way to make you happy...

News to all viewer

I have created a new blog,that blog will only upload the happy moment when me and her together started from 20/5/09.If the blog is still empty mean that we are not spending time together at all.Lastly,dun ask me the reason why i do such thing

Just for you

Every time i try to think, what makes me like you so much?My answer is always unknown,but the more i think the more i know.Loving someone is not just love one part of her,for me i love her everything.I love her attitude,her personalities and even her bad things.Finally,what i want to tell you is that...I don't care how many lips you have kissed,how many shoulder you embraced and how many time you said i love you...All i care is not to be the first but to be your last....Hope you can see this message

Another lonely night....

Another lonely night for me again...can't fall asleep,really can't fall asleep.Why?Why?I don't understand,Fuck you!!!Damn you!!!i hate myself!!!Why!!!Why!!!

You can...

Hell is the place where suffer is there;Heaven is the place where happiness can be found.For you, by just some simple word...u can easily send me to hell and heaven easily...but if i want to climb back to earth it will take me a lot time...a lot of time

Sad... :(

Do you know?you just break my heart?You won't know because you don't mind to.

Really miss you...

I want to ask one question to everyone who visit my blog.What will you do when you miss your girlfriend?when she going to hangout with her parent or sister or friend?For me,i will just pretend that i am very busy and tell her to enjoy.Are there anyone did the same thing like me?

What a Sunday..

Well,study in kl is quite nice but during saturday and sunday is the most boring time ever.You don't know what to do and want to do what.. Luckily,today my bro keen wah come subang here find me play dota...Thank you bro

'Jie yi'

你介意吗？in English it mean do you mind?Dear, today you tell me that,yesterday during we having tea with other friend,you say that i am staring one of our friend.You ask me why?and you say i scaring him of something... For me what can make me scare,just 2 thing:

1. Scare lossing you
2. Scare to love you

That's what i scare

Well...

Even we study in same school,same class but the feeling between us is so far until make me feel cold...can you lend me your time?please?I don't want to be like this...

Exam result...

Well...the mid exam result is really bad!bad!bad!.5 subject, 4 subject score less than 50% but luckily still got 1 subject score quite well...hahaha. Never mind,try my best next time to score more better than this!GAMBATEH!!!

College life...

I though when entry a college,my life will change compare to secondary school.But it still the same,and college more busy!i need to pass a assignment tomorrow,what the fuck la,i aslo dun know how to start aslo,try to ask friend la maybe they can help me

Somebody stop me from suffering

I already didn't sleep for a night...even i feel tired but i just can't fall asleep.The problem is still with me,i must solve the problem as soon as possible.If it continue like this,i scare tonight will also be the same night as yesterday.If the problem is someone told to me i think i will just ignore it but...i seem it with my eyes,can you please explain to me what is going on?i just want to know the answer either you are telling a lie...

How will I treat you,dear...

For me,i will follow all the order or command you give to me.You want me to sit and i don't dare to stand.Because you are everything,most important things for me now.I will respect your decision even it is hard to acceptable,and you no need to say thank you to me after i help you doing something because that's my responsible to help you.If you really want to repay me,you just need to do a very easy thing...keep smile whole day and that what i want from you.

Opportunity cost

Opportunity cost is one of a syllable in economic,it means scarifies something to get something.In business people will scarifies something to get something,If the scarifies can make your revenue more,they will make the decision without much consideration.But in love,will people scarifies something for getting something without thinking just to improve they relationship e.g.the opposed of parent?

Story of me and my dear.

I use 1 word to express our first time met:UNBELIEVABLE.Why i using this word?First,we came from same hometown and some of your friend were my friend...i cannot even believe when i notice it.3 word to say it:WHAT THE FUCK!.But that the reason why we together

What is love for me...

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.Do you agree?

If can,i wish that

If a god can fullfill my wish ,i wish that we are not in the same class,not in the same course,the time we can be together is least than 1 hour per weeks. But why??because by that way we will only know how to appreciate the time of being together.The time that we can be together will be the most priceless moment in our relationship...

About today

Today kl was a cloudy day,it seem like reflecting my mood.But i know 1 thing,you are still not my girlfriend and I'm still not your boyfriend.I don't have the power to control your life or who you meet but my feeling is that the distance between you and me are getting further and further...everyday i thinking how to spend my free time with you but...you don't want me to be your side.Mostly girl would like their the other half always spend time on they e.g. sms,call or hangout with them,for boy they will try to spend their time with their friend more.But in our relationship is totally different i'm the person who everyday wish can spend my time with you but for you is wish to spend more time with friend.

For this night

Still cannot felt asleep still because of....and now i watching comedy video to make myself feel comfortable.Hope by watching all the comedy video can help me pass through this long night...

insomnia

What a lonely night,i cannot fall asleep.I cannot stop my mind from thinking about that things,the images keep patrol in my mind...what should i do?i started scare now, this is my worst nightmare ever.Last time i am frealess of everything even it is a very important things, it won't make me scare until like this but this time is totally different.I scare...scare...scare,i scare i will losing you!You know how important you for me ?

It wasn't true...please!

I saw something that make me shocked,i really shocked and make me scare but i just hope that wasn't the true...My god

I love my dear

Dear,what i want to tell you is i really love u so much,until i won't mind even you are hurting me or fooling me.If you happy with that,its ok...just do it.I don't mind

A knife have pierce through my heart...

My heart is bleeding...anyone kinder can help me stop the bleeding?Its pushing me to the gate of hell,the pain ....

Oh...my head

Headache again!!very pain a...eat 2 panadol then only feel better.now trying to take a nap...

What you tell me.

You tell me that 2 people together,happy is enough.But i want you to be more happy,you can do whatever you want to do and i won't mind even is hurting me, at least you happy for what you have done, because what i want is just make you happy,your happiness make me happy aslo ^.^

Parlimen Trip...bored

Today,our class have a trip visit to parlimen. We all have to wear formal shirt,you are wearing a black long sleeve shirt and skirt today.You are so beautiful today.I just hope the time will stop during that time..

I am jealous about something...

I jealous every couple that can hold each other hand together tight,and can stay together whetever got time.But,should i jealous that?tell me so....please

The way i cares about you...

I dunno any about romance...all i know is nag you.told you to eat lunch and dinner,sleep early...
But do you hated that way of 'care'??

first posting on blog...

24/3/09 were the day i met you.But is really funny that i didn't notice you at the first time...
When the accounting assignment start to work,the first thing i help you is find the source of data.
Do you still remember?We always go to have dinner together the first week and on the following monday night.I ask you:"can you be my girlfriend?"Damn funny right...i skip all the procedure of chasing you and direct ask you to become my girlfriend.But until now you still no accept me yet,but i will wait for your answer...i promise...i will wait...